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| I must of had this conversation with about eight people so far. Everyone wishing things were how they used to be. Yes it is always nice to reminisce on the old times but we live in present time and have to live our lives how they are. A lot of people always say they would change so much about their past, but look what happened to Marty McFly when he went back in time. Everything has repercussions. I do have to say the one thing I would go back and change would be to wear a pink tux to the prom :). For the most part I don't have any regrets. Yes there have been some hard relationships and friendships lost, but we live on. Everyone is always hung up on the past and their mistakes when they should really be focusing on what's ahead. Take those losses, wrongs and mistakes and use them to perfect your future. Of course this is no easy task, but if correctly done, we can overcome any obstical, situation, or challange life throws at us
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| School just sucks. Life is going well. Only making little mistakes so I'm able to fix them. I normally turn to people to talk about my problems, but I've been able to talk myself through it and fix it myself. But I still talk to people becuase it's healthy. Also been trying to balance life between Queens and S.I. It's tough sometimes cause I want to go back home and I can't because of school. Stuff I didn't really have to deal with last year but I think I have things under control. Got a test tomorrow. Peace
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| I know it's been mad long since the last update, but whateva. Only like a month left in summer before school starts. Summer's been fun as hell, but I think I'm ready for school, even though I spent an extra month in it. I find myself working everyday 8-1 trying not to fall asleep for five hours. Plus it sucks cause I can't sleep in everyday. But I'm finally working in a pharmacy so I got that out of the way. It's good that I got to experience it again. I'm always finding myself doing something, whether or not it's a concert, going away or just hanging out at night. Even though I'm happy and what not I find myself not content with my life. I said to myself in the beginning of summer that I will try to improve myself. I have in ways but also see myself declining in others. But I have one more month to work on all this stuff. Well time to get back to work haha. Peace | | |
| So yeah haven't faced a fork in the road in a long time. I mean I'm pretty definite with my answer but the thing is I don't want to upset a bunch of people. People who have welcomed me with open arms. But then I feel that they are looking out for my best interest. But everything has happened in such a blur, maybe in a matter of a week or so. So maybe if we take things down a notch. But yet again it has been an exciting week. I don't have to sit there wondering from a far anymore. So I'll figure it out like I always do. | | |
| Weekend was exciting, but I still seemed to be very bored. Besides midterms and my body getting run down, nothing seems to be exciting anymore. Okay for instance I went to go see Cobra again. Usually I'm all excited and pumped to go, I wasn't too excited when they came on. Oh and my friend fainted so that was a little crazy. But she's all good now. Umm let's see, casino night at St. John's. The closest I'm going to get to gambling til I'm 21 and I could care less. So yeah I'm a little apathetic right now and my brain is going crazy to try and get out of it. But yeah, what do I always tell myself. Keep it simple J, haha. I'm out little cuz's. O but I did get this cool little ring. Maybe I'll take a pic of it and show you. No syke! | | |
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